I am bad at blogging.

I have been an absentee blogger. This is basically Josh's blog now. I thought I'd try and provide an explanation for my inability to blog.

I live, let's say, 90% of my life inside my head. I am completely aware that my perception of the world is so far off of reality that when it comes time to write down my thoughts on stuff, I have to edit out so much of it due to crazy that an elaborate idea will be whittled down to a meager sentence or two.

I don't have much to say that can be said. When I do happen to think of something I could write a lot about, I get sidetracked. I have always had a bit of a spongey mind that will soak up any information it gets close to. Thinking is, for me, a lot like going crazy on Wikipedia. I was going to demonstrate, but...

When I am actively trying to write something, nothing comes. My brain is screaming at me all day; I literally cannot stop thinking... until I am trying to get something out of it. Then silence. I should probably apply this to my attempts at meditation.

These are all pretty awful excuses it seems, but I started 3 other fragmentary posts and deleted all of them, finally settling on this. I had to post something tonight, but I'll try and post something better later. Like Sunday. Maybe.